Aaarggh! I hate resentments. Isn’t that ironic, I have a resentment about having resentments. Sometimes I just let my mind wander – fatal – and go to those places where the resentments live. Those nasty places when I relive things that I am mad, sad or a version of mad, sad about. I run these scenarios in my head about revenge or some other silly waste of time. It ain’t easy being human, sometimes it down right sucks. When I find myself doing this, and I do, I snap to my DMP immediately and rewire that connection. I feel so blessed that I learned how to do that thru the Master Key Master Mind System. So lucky!
So anyway, here’s one for ya. You can’t see the picture above, on my header, in its entirety because wordpress only lets you put a long skinny picture. [do I detect a resentment] Anyway here is the entire picture.
It’s Jesus, Buddah and the Egyptian God Anubis sitting around a fire roasting marshmallows. And it was drawn in pencil by my amazing daughter Jackie.
Now why do I show this, motherly pride, I must confess yes partly but the other reason is RESENTMENT!!! STEAMING RESENTMENT!!
You see I brought this beautiful, amazing little drawing into the professional framers who has been in business for like 40 years AND has framed many things for me before and guess what? I go in there a few weeks later to pick this up and the F#*&^@g, a-hole LOST IT!!!! Yes, the professional framing shop lost my baby’s masterpiece… please pardon my language but you saw “Good Will Hunting” right, well people from the Boston area do really swear that much. But I’m working to do better.
So I do still hold this resentment. (Ya think, my husband would say) do I try and try to let it go, yes I do. Do I sometimes acutally forgive and know for certain that there is a seed of greater opportunity here, yes I do. And I know for sure that some day it will be gone completely. Sometimes it’s a process. Part of my process is putting this picture on my blog header so I know everytime I see it that there the a seed of much greater opportunity here, I will continue to dig for it.
IT’S A PROCESS
There will be times in my life when forgivness and letting go will be an event and sometime not. And the Master Key Master Mind Alliance is a process too. It literally took me years to write my perfect DMP and then it was only perfect for about a year and I had to change it AGAIN!!! Yes, you will have to change your DMP many times and as YOU change your DMP changes. Holy crap my PPNs changed that shocked me. I’ll tell you!
Why This WIll NEVER Work For You!
The main reason for this headline was to catch your eye, be controversial with my headline so you, dear reader, would read this blog. The other reason is to tell you that in no uncertain terms if you hold resentments the MKMMA will never work for you.
I write this so whoever reads it will give themselves a break, it’s never perfect, there is no such thing as perfect in the human outerworld, only the spirit is perfect. Your spirit your “I” is perfect all the time every second. The miracle that you are is perfect so don’t worry about the rest of it. You’ll get it and even if you don’t your are trying and thinking about what you really want in your life that is a gift. When I am thinking about my DMP I am not thinking about the guy who lost my daughter’s picture, the guy who certainly didn’t mean to lose it and I know felt bad about it. The guy I can forgive today.
blessings and believe